writing.....

I have so much in mind now that I do not know where to start writing.

After knowing the results, it's actually quite hard to bear, especially when I'm around JS.

I feel the need to treat him better, because I was a horrible girlfriend for the past 3 years.

He did almost everything for me, errands, wait for me for a couple of hours to get dressed and etc.

I feel like my decision was not a very good one, when I see his eyes turning red whenever we touch on the probability of me leaving.

Well, he's my perfect partner while I'm someone whom he just loves too much.

I do hope that if I have to go away, the distance and all won't make it too difficult for both of us. I'm a mean girlfriend, but I love my boy with all my heart.

He has shown his greatest love by letting me go with what I want.

I guess it really goes like this, "if you love her, set her free"

The same applies for my parents and brother, never have they said "don't go".

They took everything in stride, even casting their own fears and worries.

My brother said that he knew I had it in me, I guess he really knew :)

My closest friends too have been nothing but encouraging, though they've been quite mushy with words hahaha!

I haven't told the bigger groups of friends, I guess I will if I clear my medical.

With this job, I will be leaving my comfort zone for a place I've never been.

Then again, it might be good for me, to learn on my own what it is like to be independent,

to learn on my own how it it feels like to leave everyone dear behind.

就算用尽所有真心　却到不了你的心底
回忆难以靠近　你是我奢求的唯一
让我用尽所有力气　只要你相信
我是层外的声音　只剩一句 love you you

Stay with me

JS shared this movie with me and we watched it together. I got hooked onto this song by JJ Lin.

Sharing this MV with you today, and I'll be back with regular pictorial posts tomorrow.

Bear with me, I guess it's gonna be some emotional posts from now on.